Redefining Me People who know me know how bad last year was for me. Somewhere along the way, I lost myself. I got stuck in a fog and I wasn't sure how to get out of it. It didn't matter what I tried, I was stuck and I didn't know where to turn. Negativity surrounded me and I couldn't see any path that led to anything good. In September, I deployed for the Red Cross and it helped some. I got to put a few things in perspective and I got to take a step back. I started to see a little light at the end of a very long tunnel. When I went home, the darkness started to close in again. In January, I made the decision to deploy again. This time, I stayed longer, much longer. It's now the middle of February and I'm still here. I miss home a lot and I miss my kids terribly, but I need this time to redefine myself. I'm still me, but I'm making a few upgrades. My Aunt Peggy passed away a few days ago. Losing her was hard. She was always the one to tell me to suck it u...