Life on the Edge

Welcome to my life on the edge!

I will be sharing bits and pieces on here as well as on my Life on the Edge Media page. Join me on my journey. I'm overcoming the events of a very traumatic two years. I am looking forward to making some positive changes!

I am making a few powerful changes that I hope will brighten my life as well as the lives of those around me. I can not guarantee that every post will be full of sunshine, but if I can help one person get through a bad day then I will take it as a win.

My name is Wendy, aka Chaos..... welcome to my world!




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